好心痛>.<

看到你这么烦,好心痛nia~~~~又在责备自己做不到什么东西......不过我知道只要让你发泄...就算你无缘无古要不理我...骂我...我也没关系...只要你能舒舒服服...挨过这一关.....我就开心了!!!!

"最后的疼爱是手放开"

"最后的疼爱是手放开"...开始明白这个道理....终于真的要下这决心....真的不可以和她一起了....是朋友就是朋友....yan,给点时间我!!!我会慢慢去放下...慢慢接受...可能如过我们变朋友会变的更开心~~这星期六...我还是很希望能和你出去~~~能和你度过我生日,还是我从年头就想做的事情.....或许你听不见我的心声....看不见我的信息!!我还是希望你明白我昨天想说的东西!!!.....能认识你...也许对你和我是好事吧....能爱上你...我也满开心的!!!虽然我没机会....但是我还会"守护"你....或许你可说我傻....说我笨...但没关系啊,只要我能帮到你,看见你开心...听你说心事....听你述苦....我还是很乐意去做...因为我不想看你不开心,变回一个人....可能有一天,你爱上了一位男生...到时后,可能真的我放开了....或许到时我已不在了....我会对我自己的"promise"负上....答应过你...不会离你而去....你永远都会有我的支持!!!我的祝福...我的保护~~但愿你能天天开心....天天快乐....当你伤心,我会出现..当你开心....我就在你背后默默支持...我和你的友情不会消失....有我的存在,就会有你的笑容.....^.^!!在你和我的时间时,我不会让你掉下眼泪...你累了,我会让你休息....你醒了,我会第一时间拿着你的最爱"doublecheese burger"问你:"leng lui,饿了吗??"希望你能记得我和你的回忆....珍惜我和你的友情,好吗??

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ikss....sunday again>.,<...working ask for rest....when can rest feel like dont wan to>.<..funny.....yesterday thought midnight could find her....b4 that dah expect her dont wan out de~~hmm....is ok la....today morning saw her pic everything...suddewnly feel..:'lol....1 pic with her pun tak ada pun ent out wif her so many time>.<,everytime also forget jor....funny man>.<.quite envy the girl or guy who can take pic wif her tim......when i could get a chance to take pic wif her....T..T....yesterday somemore rush to s.wang find her...forget jor her show at IOI...zzzz...cough like hell now!!!

Memorable for me^.^

B4 that,.......i thought every sunday....might be a boring day for me....although can rest.....but sometimes feel boring>.<......yesterday~~a day date wif HER....actually i also nvr date wif her b4 for whole day...morning till night....v passed alot time together also.......hmmmm.........i most remember the time i yamcha at block house wif her......b4 that,v nth to say when inside the cafe....suddenly i dunno what happen on me...told her many things abt my feeling on her..dont misun guys...i and her....very very very close de friend...maybe like that better right???wont fan for love or anything~~~on her,i learned alot things........really thanks her alot~~~no matter how also......i wont leave her alone now!!!!at least when the time she need a ppl......i will company her.......for myself....could saw her smile infront of me...really satisfied jor lo~~~

Weekend de lIFE

Yesterday was gary concert....went to watch wif friends><....ok la,not bad.....his voice really nice also!!!after went to fetch HER^^~~~wu ~~hu~~long time din see her.....still the same>.<....slim,wanted to at her body find a 肉 also hard....hahahaha.......jk la..dont angry if u reading.....keke....but i like the feel when atlking wif u.....dunno why.....although when v at UMA RANI i really tired...but after get a chance talk wif u alone when at mamak....hehehehe......happy^^...omg..i gave her my 1st kiss jor....wakakaka......no la....SEI LUI BAO~~~always just know bully meT.T.......ciss......very blur la today.....went to TESCo..siao,saw so many person~~~feel like macam mao faint d~~lol......lucky at last nth~~~phew~~~need to work jor tmr...lol....so fast>.<

So fast>.<

好快！！！就这样你就要考试了！！还记得一个月前，你开始准备考试的心情吗？？你那傻傻的样子，不知道为什么却这样attract me...^.^那天你告诉我....你要我别找你两个星期，老实说...还满伤心的....你知道一开始我真的好怕，你不会再理我了！！！明天你考试了，无论如何...我一定会等你的！！！！等你考完试...小心我这位“变态佬"找你哦！！！讲笑啦！！！！加油！！！！加油！！！！加油！！！祝]你好运了！！！

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This few day i been thinking something....izzit i use to it keep calling a person at night???this few day i tried to din call anyone while i goonna sleep.....maybe i wanted to prove izzit become a thing that i need to do??i guess after few day i get the answer......i really miss her a lot this few days....i know that sure not a "use to it" word to explain y i everyday find her...how was she now i dunno at all>.<....the time saw her blog...read abt her family things....sux that i cant share wif her........now i juz hope she could finish her exam smoothly next week and i wanted to find her for th next sat......